Sometimes, I have nightmares. The whole world is so dark that I can’t see anything. Then I hear someone shouting for help from somewhere. And I feel afraid because I feel like there’s nothing I can do to help. So I hated having feelings for someone. I hated asking them to get through all the difficulties that could be faced because I’m unable to hear. And I was afraid I might not be able to protect you when you are in danger. So for a while, I wanted to pretend not to notice all your efforts. I wanted to tell you this because you might think that I’m not opening up to you because we speak different languages.
